It’s been a while.
I was gone for a bit.
I took a small trip with my mama to NYC.
And then came back and spent a week learning how to be a phlebotomist. Not familiar? They’re the ones that stick a needle in your arm and draw blood into the colorful tubes for testing. What’s that? You don’t like needles? No one does. Which makes that job that much harder.
Phlebotomy week was a walk in the park compared to the ache I have in my heart at the moment.
I got a little cocky and did a few things I really shouldn’t have done. Like see Jay.
I thought I was ready. I thought our time had come and gone. I thought I was okay with it.
Who was I kidding?
What a mess.
I also sent Mr. Perfect on Paper on his merry way. I couldn’t handle it. He was fun and all but I’m a mess and he was just confusing things.
And then I ran into the ex who made me who I am today. The well guarded, strong woman that won’t take anyone’s shit. Oh and my ex-best friend his girlfriend.
Damn.
What a step in the wrong direction.
Send hugs. And wine.
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